my eyes are so sore i cant even open them properly

its my fault actually...
i still feel like shit sometimes i wish i did not tell you
but you will know eventually, right?

i let you down
im sorry

the weirdest thing is this incident never affected how much i love you
i never loved you less at all

thank you for understanding
i dont know what to say anymore. i dont know what to do now. every other text seemed so meaningless already.

its going to kill me that the next day i wake up, i come aware to the fact that we re not together anymore

maybe we have a chance again
but its all up to me
knowing how dumb i am, i dunno if i'll make the right choice in time to come

i need time to think