i do not expect you to be here with me forever, just long enough for me to be eternally happy and not regret a part of you coming into my life. for so long have i not loved someone so deep apart from my dad. or maybe all along i did love you. i just failed to acknowledge. im completely happy right now, only haunted by thoughts of you leaving. but they dont come often because i know youre here. i know you wont hurt me. i trust you enough.