ive looked at my old pictures.... my msn screenshots.... and i look at how close i used to be with so many people and how theyve faded away. i remember last time i gave someone something and she was very grateful about it, and put it in her pm. i was happy just to receive her thanks. and yeah stuff like that. even though now we still do hang out together i just realised we werent as close. where are all the past friendships? its not like i do not make an effort not to contact them, but sometimes you wanna start talking to them and your minds a blank.

but for now its ok.
this special someone has been with me for a long while and i love him very much xxxx