im going to talk about an ex friend.

when i came back home from meeting baby i started to clear out my top drawer containing all the treasured stuff and memorabilia. i read some letters from this girl who i used to be so close with, but we errrr had some sort of cold war with each other somewhere last year. i first talked to her on the second day of school, talked ever since, but well.. you know

yeah she wrote me letters and gave me blog dedications many times. she was quite a good friend, except maybe only by the fact she had betrayed my trust in some ways..... and well ive got a being-shouted-at limit. oh sure now whenever i look at her my impression of her has completely spoiled, but i know deep inside she does have some good points... example being able to pen things down that even though its been a long time it still cheers me up to this day, and the fact that she did label me before in a phone conversation that i was someone who can be very "understanding" haha. well at least i know im of some value to her or something as a friend lol. although some pretty horrid stuff followed from there i never forgot what she said. i also didnt forget about this one post of when me and her drifted in secondary 1, and yeah i made a big fuss out of it lol. see how much i used to love her as a sister?

ok so.... i did tell her off last week, im not going to take those words back but i feel pretty bad you know lol. yes sure i still do dislike her, but the different times we spent together will still stay. im not saying that im begging for her friendship back just for those good times, because everyone has to move on one day.

oh and the friend who im referring to?

hannah, i hope you get to read this.

xxxx