things arent very right today. a million things are running through my mind. im running out of excuses to cover what im doing behind my dads back. and yeah now he doesnt want to be bothered anymore. hes getting old i know. but its as if he doesnt give a fuck anymore.

"i have no time for you guys"

he said that and after that he gave his guitar a strum.
what he say wasnt meant for me. but being in the room; hearing everything... it broke my heart

the afternoon was ok though. i got to see baby after 1000000000 years. caught a movie with him shared some sort of banana flavoured stick and yeah he accompanied me home by cab before heading off somewhere else.

i miss you so much til it hurts