i want to get over you as soon as possible. i know its going to be so hard.... and i know i may cross paths with you someday. but im gonna take it in my stride. i will still say hello. i will still wave if you smile. i would hug you if you wanted, if youre stressed and you need someone. its only the bond that cut off, not us itself. i hope you will talk to me again one day. i hope we would be okay. i hope we would still be friends. anything, but asking me to break all ties with you. that would be worst.

its hard.... i took a lot of effort in thinking out how i feel for you, and when i actually do it you fade away. it happened all too late.